Wednesday, January 27, 2010

ASU

So when I came to a crossroad in life in August, I decided that I needed to finish my education. I started at ASU on January 19th. It is kind of odd being there and I have to remind myself that I am like ten years older than most of these kids. I am feeling like I am young again. I guess since I had to grow old in my twenties, because of the experiences that life threw at me, that I get to experience youth in my thirties. Yay! I think the biggest adjustment is that I realized that I am not "needed" as much as I used to be. EVERYONE depended on me to do everything for them. Jeremy, Melodee, Kenz, the twins.....now they are way more independent than they used to be. They are more stable and aren't leaching on me all the freakin time. Karl doesn't need me to do everything for him. He is quite healthy and capable of sustaining life with out me. It leaves me with all this time to focus on my school work.......strange how that works out. At least I still need me.

5 comments:

Nikki said...

Sara, I need you!!!

Christa Johnson said...

This sounds like an awesome time of your life and you should enjoy each moment!!! I love that my kids don't need me as much now too!!! And I bet you look like your a teenager too cuz your soooo cute!!!! he he
Enjoy life my friend!!!
Love ya,
christa

Sara said...

Thanks Nikki, I need you too. Come back to me! Christa you are too kind cause, I don't look like a teenager. I look like a cougar walking around campus. YOU are so cute, my friend!

Ann said...

Sara,

People just need you now in a more healthful way. Before, it was much like trying to save a drowning man when his grip around your neck threatens to drown you both. Now, you have those who need you face up floating on their backs while you assist them in staying afloat. I hope you have a counselor you can talk to and make sense out of everything that has happened to you and the things you have done or are doing to yourself. My greatest hope is that you can continue to see yourself as a beautiful daughter of a loving Heavenly Father who waits to bless you with every needful thing. I hope to meet Karl soon.

Love to you all,
Auntie Ann

PS Any chance you are coming for Maise's wedding? Btw, Katie and Chris are getting married May 21st. And Heather comes home March 3rd. Woot! Woot! Woot!!!

Sara said...

I am trying to work coming to Maise's wedding. School schedule isn't too flexible. I am so excited for You guys!!! WOOT WOOT WOOT is RIGHT!