Thursday, April 22, 2010

tough cosmos

After a suggestion from my cousin, Aaron, and encouragement from my family, I started going to ARP meetings. It has brought alot of peace to my life and has also opened my eyes to other things. I thought image was everything, but now I am like who the hell cares? Personally, Cosmo I have something to say to you and your magazines...I love my breast size the way it is. I don't care that I am only a 34B padded push up bra, I think I look really cute in my shirts with my little bumps. Why do I NEED to increase it a size or two. So what if I have to purchase my bikini tops in the little girl section and my bikini bottoms in the super large! I think I look sexy. Never looked better. I don't want to kill my self to be the size 2 that you tell me to be. I'm quite happy with my medium size. Get over it Woman's World! I like being a pear shape....pears are succulent and delicious. Who wouldn't want to be one?

On a side note, Do I really need you to tell me 30 things I can do with a naked man? I mean come on? How hard is that to figure out. And honestly, how do you know what sex positions I have and haven't tried?

.........I still have a long way to go to be in recovery, but I am progressing. Relying on the Lord is the key to recovery, but isn't that the true key to life?


Nikki said...

That is awesome Sara!! I am so glad you finally see yourself the way we all do! Love you Sara!

Cicily said...

Pears rock!! You're beautiful Sara.

MegRich said...

Amen to Nikki and Cicily!

Christa Johnson said...

your awesome Sara and I love you just the way you are too!!! And now are you ready to be my new nutricianalist? Cuz I could really use you now!
Love ya,

Melissa said...

Pears rock! I'm one too! Glad you are discovering the beauty. :)